nope.

I will not be over whelmed. Nope. I will not let a persistent beat of expectation interrupt my rhythm. You know how easy to is to lose your flow? It only takes one mistake to evolve a flood of further mistakes. It can even be a mistake you didn't even create. 

I work a lot, sometimes to be confused with going to the gym because that is often what it feels like.  I have really easy days. Somedays its just me and ivy. Not a soul around. I twirl it around my fingers up a steel pole, guiding its way to create this bond between its leaves and its galvanized steel structure.  its quite seductive.  Ivy is beautiful yet messy and if you let it grow enough you may have to wrestle it and put it in its place, ivy always wants to be the boss.  Ivy even tries to tell me that I suck but I always win the arguments. Heh.. I worked with all sorts of flowering perennials for much longer and never had as intimate of a relationship with any of them as I do ivy. Maybe Mr Karl Rosenfield. We will keep that a secret. 

Plants can tell you a lot about yourself just like how people say animals can do the same. Living things, born innocent and needy, grow and become themselves. Growth is really exciting. When a plant starts to grow it feels similar to the feeling of getting  a painting right or giving the proper advice to a friend. Feeling like it was the perfect amount of love. If they die, its not always your fault. Weather is a bitch. I have learnt thanks to a great knowledgable source that rain plus heat plus heat equals phytophthora. BAD. NOPE. It makes a perfectly green beautiful plant turn BLACK. Its this evil that runs from the roots and goes for the plant till its completely gone.  Then it spreads, quoting from my source "It's like a zombie attack, once one is bit, they all catch the sickness". 

It only takes one bad day.

Everything works from this. Animals, people, plants and even things like dominos.Naturally it all just floats around and everything just "catches it". Nope. Not me. You can't make me feel bad today, maybe one day you can because I have weak moments.. but I'm feeling pretty damn good right now.  Thanks to love.
 
Thanks love

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